Holy shit , how the hell did I end up here, 2 days sober. I’m freaking the fuck out. I know it’s only 2 days, and I’ve been thinking about wine all day. I knew I had a problem that had gotten out of control, but I thought , when I want to give up I could and would. No worries. Boy was I wrong. I’m terrified, terrified I won’t be fun anymore, terrified everyone will judge me,terrified I can’t ever taste those delicious bubbles swirling around in my mouth , oh that taste. But most of all terified I won’t be able to give up. I have to remember the reasons I’m doing this. Wine doesn’t make my life better, it makes it really shit actually. I’m tired , hungover, grumpy , guilty, and so much more. Wish me luck , I’m gonna bloody need it.
Must stay strong
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