Ok so it’s Sunday Morning, day 3, no hangover . Except I actually feel like I have one. I don’t know if that’s what happens at day 3. How would I know i don’t know if I’ve ever been that long with out wine?
Last night I went to one of my Besties for dinner with the kids. Did slightly confide in her that I had a drinking problem, she’s a non-drinker. Well she drinks maybe 3 times a year, seriously, but she can take it or leave it. I can’t, obviously. She didn’t say much, I didn’t tell her I was going to try and give up wine, she wouldn’t believe me, hell I don’t even know if I believe myself?
Today is my brother in laws birthday , we are going to the in laws for lunch, they’ll be alcohol, but they don’t over do it. Normally I always say No, as it’s an early lunch and I’m always mostly hungover from the night before. I also can’t stop once I start, I don’t want 1 or 2 casual drinks, I want to get slaughtered. I’m normally 6-10 kinda gal.
A bit about my escapades later down the track and how I hit rock bottom, not ready to tell those yet, even to myself. Tragic.
Good vibes my way
Xxxxx